I came looking for answers

all I found was a drought

Market only flooded with

Searchers of the same liquid

You squandered my love til it went away

I watch you beg for it back like it’s still in production

This heart has healed and old passages stay sealed

Self protection mechanisms kick in

Theres no going back to what I thought we had

Run from me while I block you out

You got so far to be just stuck at sea

Nothing you could do to save me

Hope your man has a boat

Cuz my raft is where you can’t be

When reality strikes and its not the one you wanted

Pick up your tools and head a different direction

Combine smart and hard work to travel the distance

One day you will have everything from your wishes

Pack up my car on the 31st

I let her know what I needed to work

Advanced notice is a courtesy I will not share

Looking for a considerate human

Her relationship cycle is about a year

Dumps your feelings

My declaration and reaction is what destroyed our love

Already reminiscing on how it was

In the same house but I ignore her

If we keep up this game

No one stands to win

My mind will not let her back in

Events are irreversible

Simping should be illegal

Let these girls roam

But not when they’ve made you a home

Tell grace you love her

And she’ll find another

Explain you need space

She brings the man to your work place

Feelings I must dismiss

Good love turned to shit

Where a fungus grows

And a boy can pick

But where can he live?

Dont want to be who I am today

Drunk asshole at night

Big baby at day

Hate looking out the window for you

And when I squeeze the trigger of my nine mil

Family flash before my eyes do

Locked n loaded my sins aren’t worth the time dude

End a perfectly ok life soon

All the time

My drink turns into barrel, bang my line

I wasnt trying to fuck when I told you how I feel

It was to help you help me not get hurt

Even let you know I was coming home early

Hour and a half, no response

I go there anyway

Looks like plumber kevin fixed all the pipes

Now my heart is clogged

Brain overflowing

Wtf am I thinking

[grownassboy]

You ever lay on your couch in a town so empty

Think you'll find love but it turns to envy

Ask which guy she wants to fuck

Any

Unrequited love

She feel like she hurt me

I know

I think my feelings are too strong

Leavong with a guy like she did something wrong

Can I still live here and just move on?

Or should I pack my things and move along

Hes a nice ole fella, tall and handsome

They look cute and will surely hold hands soon

I get so high just to come crashing down

Heart broke into a thousand crowns

King of doom I just pass it around

Take a hit and put me back in the ground

Do I really have to leave now?

Shell ask me to stay, not understand anything I say

“Am I just your bitch and no one can have me?”

I wish I agreed but turned my shy face and denied

I think I must leave by night

My downfall ain’t when

This bitch realizes I call her bitch

But when that bitch finds out

How what I would do to her

Brings us to the point where

She see how much she love me

I just wanna be

Surrounded by those who love me

Curl up in a ball on the love seat

These handcuffs are tight

As our phones ring, they ignore the privacy

Pulled me in with just badges around their neck, see

Call it gang relation as they take 3 individuals to the penitentiary

I dont even think she like me

But I gotta stop making decisions that spite me

Am I waiting for the 1 or any 1?

Cuz what the fuuuuuck

And just like that

I destroy the idea

Before reality sets

Horny n drunk

I walked up those steps

Open the door and change my mind

She hollers so I go back in

Not wearing anything

I cannot object so I undress and hop in